SecondHand Tryptophan

Time Suck

I’ve really been mired in isolation lately. Aside from the typical karaoke on a weekly basis and my poker nights, I’m pretty much home most of the time. And I’m being torn in several different directions when it comes to my time. DDO, Dungeons and Dragons, and this silly mobile card game I picked up in January. Except that silly little game is taking more time than ever since I somehow started leading a guild of players. A tad obsessive is putting it mildly.

I’m interested in little else and starting to lose interest in the games I enjoy, too. I’m behind on all of my shows and really don’t care. Stranger Things just came out and I’m not even glancing at the remote.

Getting four hours of sleep a night. My computer is probably on its last legs and I get the spinning rainbow wheel of death after I type 3 letters into a text box.

Everything is making me just want to curl up into a ball and forget about the world. Which I pretty much have, by the way. I don’t follow news any more and I get despondent whenever I do listen for a while. I’m pretty positive Trump is going to win a second term and that the damage he’s done to my country is irreversible. The fact that I know so many people who voted for him and think he’s a fine president makes me ill.

I’m only interested in food to keep me from fainting from low blood sugar. I don’t care what it is I eat, so long as it’s easy and I don’ t need to leave the house.

So that’s my life at the moment. How about you?

2 thoughts on “Time Suck

  1. **hugs** I’m sorry. I know where you are, and I know there’s nothing I can say, but I see and hear you. **hugs** Any reaching out to your doctors to try and stop the slide?

  2. Glad to see you back on the blog. That’s a good start. I totally get the whole obsessing thing. There have been some games and apps I’ve obsessed over as well. To scary levels. I know it’s cliche but admitting it is a step in the right direction, isn’t it?

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